Packing for a 4 month Trip

OMG, I am so overwhelmed with what I have to do in the next couple of days. Pack for 4 months, I just can't do it, I'm having the most difficult time just thinking about it, how am I going to actually do it? I think my makeup is pretty easy, but not clothes and shoes and all that stuff. I've been complaining like crazy to the bf and everyone else about packing. It's so ridiculous, why can't I bring everything I own? I'm going to have to buy notebooks and pens and pencils in New Zealand because I can't bring everything, so sad... I'm going to study abroad, that means I already am spending lots of money on the trip itself and studying, why should I be spending money on things that I already own in a different country? Why oh why???

Then again it's an excuse to shop, but what if I don't have the money to buy that stuff?

Well this just sucks.

Law Office Internship

I sent out an email to my family and my brother-in-law who is a lawyer asked me if I wanted the internship position at his law office. I was very excited and shocked, but then it doesn't fit my description. I mean sure there's A LOT of writing that needs to be done, but I would love something that is more focused on the things that I want to do.

Not only is this going to be unpaid and 20-40 hours a week, it's also something that I have absolutely no idea about. The internship position seems so difficult, he listed all the things that I would need to be doing, and it sounds like a person that is knowledgeable or for an intern whose position is to be in this field. I have no idea, of course it's great to learn but he'll have to really train me on everything, the terminology, the laws, and how things work around the courts and such. SO crazy!! Although I'm super excited, I don't know if I want it.

I'm going to wait on answering yes or no until it's way close and I'll let him know if it's a yes or no. If I can't get anything else then I will have to take it in order to graduate.. I'm so sad... New Zealand isn't helping either.....

E-mails

I don't know about you, but I am OBSESSED with e-mails. All the time I'll be checking my e-mail, practically every minute, sometimes even seconds. It's ridiculous, but I love e-mails and I love writing e-mails. Seriously, it's one of the greatest inventions, like post its. OMG, I love post its too!! I'm so obsessed with these little things, if I never knew about them and just found out about them, I would be the happiest lady in the world because they are so helpful.

I don't know, but I don't know why people take forever to reply to e-mails. I hate that. I reply right after I get them, why? Because I love e-mails, and I don't like people waiting on me, just like I don't like waiting on people. Do onto others as you want them to do to you, lmao I don't think I said/typed that right. You get the whole dealio.

Failing

I have been searching for an intern for a long while now and nothing has come up of my interest, or some company that will take me in. I leave to New Zealand in a month and I am so worried about my intern. What shall I do? I want to ask my workplace to see if they can just offer an intern for me for the summer when I get back, since I was a LTE for a while this past summer. I hope so, I'm just afraid of how to go about it. They would have to do a lot of stuff just to offer me an intern, so I'm not sure if they are willing, but they are such nice and amazing people!! I love working with them and learning things from them. They are really informative and knowledgeable!!! I hope I find an intern soon, really soon!!! Not sure what I will do if I can't, that means I can't graduate... so sad.. AMERICA give me an internship that I can accept please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Internship

I am looking for an internship for public relations! If I get one I would be SOOO happy. It will be super difficult since I'll be in New Zealand for four months. I hope someone gives me one! Even if it's not for PR, at least something to do with writing and document design. My life would be at ease, please spread the word!