Self-Confidence Makeover

I have been inspired to give to those who don't have anything. I don't have much and can't do much to help them in the sense of money but I can help by giving them a boost of confidence, a boost of energy and compliments to make their day better.

I want to do something along the lines of giving other women who don't feel confident to feel confident in their skin. Somehow I want to make them feel as beautiful as they are on the inside, on the outside.

Now I am not the best at doing makeup, but I would love to go around and help those who feel that they need that extra boost of confidence. I will start as soon as I can.

I have just thought of a great idea!

I will start putting on makeup on those who around me and then go from there. For every woman that I put makeup on to build their confidence, I will take their picture and post it (with their consent). I will most likely make another blog so that it doesn't conflict with this blog and show the world how confident woman can be. I can go from one woman to the next in building their confidence by simple things like blush, lipstick, and mascara.

This will be a great movement! One day maybe I can travel on my own expense to help woman around the world to build their confidence in being who they are! In walking in their own shoes and walking with their head held high!

I cannot give them money, but I can help give them self-confidence, which is more valuable! When one looks good, they feel good, and when you feel good, you do much better in just about everything!

Self-Confidence Makeover Word Press

Accidental

What if being with someone for so many years you realize that you were with the wrong person all along?

What if you find out certain things about this person and it makes you wish you were never with them from the beginning? or that you never found out about it. but then again, if you don't, it's bound to happen sooner or later.

What if the person from the beginning before this other person was the one that you were supposed to be with, but then there was a miscommunication?

Do you think they'll come back? Or should you go track them down? Has it been too long? Will they even remember you?


WHAT AM I SAYING????

The Golden Rule

"Do onto others what you want done onto you"

Don't I deserve to be treated good? They say do onto others as you want done onto u, but I have yet to receive the good that I have passed on.

I feel that I am usually always following that rule and not getting the respect and care that I have done onto others.

I find myself crying all the time because I feel so unappreciated. I feel others use me because of this Golden Rule, because I want to be good.

Please don't make me a bad person because of this.

I just find myself lost, wondering when people will turn around and realize that I have been there for them and that I too need help.

I fall and fall again, and the only soul that knows besides God and I, is the bf.

He sees me fall, cry, wail and know my pain. He gets upset, frustrated, and angry due to my lack of telling others or letting them walk all over me.

But what can I do? They are family, they are friends. Whom I love and care about. Those family and friends will know sooner or later.

I just hope that I can stay calm and innocent until they do realize it.

You Robbed Me

I feel so depressed.

Something has come over me. I can't think of anything other than my family. I don't want to do anything but be with my family.

I'm so stressed, I don't want to do anything, I don't want to feel happy or joyful because my family can't feel the same way, or they don't feel the same way.

When that person came into my brother's home and stole his stuff with their bare hands, that was when they robbed my brother. They robbed him of his happiness, they robbed him of his joy, his happiness, his life. They robbed his family's joy and happiness. They robbed us of time.

This stranger took what was materialistic in this world, but meant a lot to us.

It made our tears shed and I will never forget it. I can't forget it. Every time I feel happy, I think again about what happened and realize that my brother and sister-in-law are suffering. I don't have the right to be happy right now, I don't have the right to be thinking about other things than them. I need to find a way to soothe their pain and sorrows.

On top of that, there are other stressful things lingering in my head.

I just want to cry. There is nothing that I can do. Why must I feel this way? Why did this happen to us? What is the reason for this mishap?

God, please tell me why this is happening and what we should do to make it better. I ask for an answer, for a sign. I am losing hope, something that that person also robbed us of.

Why is it so difficult for life to give us a break when we need one? Something happens to us and we pause our lives for it, but life doesn't pause for us. Everything still moves along, just like the clock moves along. No one waits for us to catch up. Life just keeps on going and when we are able to come back to life, reality will be there for us to jump back into the realm of things.

I hate that. Life goes on. What if I don't want it to? What if I can't move on, go on with life? I am stuck in this position of depression, not sure if I could/should laugh or smile again.

Will someone let me know what your thoughts are on this? I feel so deprived of encouragement.

How Cruel Can A Person Be?

This past weekend was the Hmong New Year for the city that I was in. I was so excited in going and seeing all my friends and family. Dressing up in Hmong clothes and looking and feeling great.

Only to find out later that someone broke into my brother's place and stole their safes. Stole all their games and playstation and xbox.

Everything basically was gone.

They just had a baby, my siser-in-law is on maternity leave.

They have one paycheck left to live on.

I thought to myself, how can someone be so cruel? What in your right mind makes you do this? What do you feel in doing this, happiness? Guilt? Are you proud of yourself? What are you going to do with their information, their money, their important things?

I prayed to God so many times. I prayed to him asking what I did wrong for my family to deserve this, I prayed to him to catch the bad people, to punish them for their doings. I prayed to give my brother them strength, they have to be strong for the baby.

How can you just live on? Can't you just pause the world for this? I am so stressed I don't want to do homework, I don't want to think about assignments, graduation, food, internships.

I feel like I want to email my professors to let them know, but what good is that going to do? They didn't rob me, they robbed my brother. Although I am very hurt and stressed, what can I do?

Most likely they will be moving in with my mom for the time being until they can move on their own again. Until they feel safe elsewhere.

God, please help them. I know that I don't deserve your good blessings, but what did they do wrong to deserve this? Please help them catch the bad people, make them pay for what they did to my family. The tears that they shed today will be in my memories for the rest of my life. My brother's sobs that were so painful it struck my heart and made my tears run like water. My sister-in-laws cries that were so shockingly scary and worrisome that it makes you want to hurt those people that hurt them. Please God, don't make us bad people from hating the bad people. Don't make the bad out of us come out because of those bad people. Please keep us strong, help us so we can carry on, make it right again! Amen.