OMG, I am so overwhelmed with what I have to do in the next couple of days. Pack for 4 months, I just can't do it, I'm having the most difficult time just thinking about it, how am I going to actually do it? I think my makeup is pretty easy, but not clothes and shoes and all that stuff. I've been complaining like crazy to the bf and everyone else about packing. It's so ridiculous, why can't I bring everything I own? I'm going to have to buy notebooks and pens and pencils in New Zealand because I can't bring everything, so sad... I'm going to study abroad, that means I already am spending lots of money on the trip itself and studying, why should I be spending money on things that I already own in a different country? Why oh why???
Then again it's an excuse to shop, but what if I don't have the money to buy that stuff?
Well this just sucks.