The love of my life's name is Kou. He is so gentle, I don't know what he did for me to fall in love with him, but as soon as I fell for him, I was hooked. I remember when we met, the chemistry was so strong and the passion. He made me feel like a woman, not like any other man has ever made me feel. He made me need him and made me so weak. I always felt so fragile and sensitive around him, needing his help all the time. He was the only one that I was attracted to in the way that I have never felt before, something that I yearned and couldn't resist. He makes me smile and laugh everyday. The happiness that he brings has made me a happier person! I don't think I could ever give him up, if he were to leave my life, I would be devastated, like a flower without the sun. I would feel left in the dark, lonely, and cold. With everyday that passes, I feel that I need him more and more. I wanted to be an independent woman who doesn't need anyone's help, but with him I find myself falling to a trap that needs him for everything. I want to cook with him, clean with him, and cross the street with him. I want to share the rest of my life with the love of my life. The only thing that is holding me back are the years that I have yet to accomplish my degree. With time our relationship will grow stronger and more loving. There are so many days that I fall in love with him all over again, he makes me want to love him! Just the other night he thanked me for asking him out! It gave me happy tears that made me wish I was married to him! The man that I fell so deeply in love with lives hours away and will live even further away in the Spring when the flowers bloom. Even with the sun being so far away the flower will still survive, as I will when I will be in New Zealand. The love of my life is Kou and it will always be him for the rest of my life.
To my loving boyfriend, I will miss you so much when I am gone, there are no words to express the love and happiness I feel to have you in my life. I thank God that he brought you into my life, that he thinks I deserve such a great man! I thank you for being my best friend, for loving me and my family! You are the soul person I want to tell my secrets to, the one I want to run to when I'm happy or sad, the person that I want to have my children with. He's seen my bad and my good and accepts me! The one man that has not given up on me, no matter how crazy and awful I am. Please don't ever give up on me and stay by my side always! You are the man that I love, the love of my life, always and forever.
Kou's artwork! The man I want to grow old with and I!