"Do onto others what you want done onto you"
Don't I deserve to be treated good? They say do onto others as you want done onto u, but I have yet to receive the good that I have passed on.
I feel that I am usually always following that rule and not getting the respect and care that I have done onto others.
I find myself crying all the time because I feel so unappreciated. I feel others use me because of this Golden Rule, because I want to be good.
Please don't make me a bad person because of this.
I just find myself lost, wondering when people will turn around and realize that I have been there for them and that I too need help.
I fall and fall again, and the only soul that knows besides God and I, is the bf.
He sees me fall, cry, wail and know my pain. He gets upset, frustrated, and angry due to my lack of telling others or letting them walk all over me.
But what can I do? They are family, they are friends. Whom I love and care about. Those family and friends will know sooner or later.
I just hope that I can stay calm and innocent until they do realize it.